alright, so no one reads this blogs anymore.

and i would not go round talking about my blog.

IF SOMEONE EVER SAW THIS BLOG, YOU ARE BASICALLY READING A TYPED OUT FORMAT OF MY FEELINGS.

saw some zodiac facts about aries on twitter,
guess its true, its a huge impact on my ego after what happened.
the reason i refuse to cut my hair short though so many ppl say it sux?
well u have it, i treat it like a mask of my feelings.
i will always have this long fringe without a valid reason,
if one day i still have this long fringe, but with a valid reason,
it means everything i have really forgotten everything that i wanted to.
Don't ask me to cut short hair cux i will not do it.
unless the hairstylist cut it by mistake -.-

my project is gonna be over soon
hopefully the computer's electricity doesn't turn off on sundays
cux if it did, im dead.
P1 will fail and i will cry sadly at home.

Your birthday is a few days ago,
at school i hestitated wether to wish you in facebook,
and so i did, but it was already after 12am.
well i guess to me its an undescibable feeling, a relucttant feeling,
but to you and everyone else, its jus another comment on the wall.

I tot why not just keep quiet and cut of all connections forever,
but thats a really bad idea,
if i did, then wad if i bumped onto you someday, it would be really awkard.
so why not just do it like everyone else, wish a happy birthday.
usually, i wish others for the sake of jus wishing it in facebook,
but this time is a real wish, like how i wished all my other close friends.

well and the only close frend i consider are like,
people who i dare talk to about my rants.
i treat my sec school clique as really close frens,
and a few poly frens i treat as close frens.

the poly frens who seem close to me aren't ppl who i treat as close frens
its those that share thier thought with me and i do the same as well.
its not the appearance, but the clicking of chemistry.

all these thoughts are real,
because its not known to the 'twitter facebook ppl'
but it would be so awkward as well if someone i knew,
read this blog of mine.

Tahts all for now.
I am so very tired from the project, i want to sleep now.
AND DON'T EVER INSULT MY FEELINGS BY SAYING I LIKE SOMEONE ELSE
JUST BECAUSE I DON'T SHOW DOEN'T MEAN I DON'T HAVE SOMEONE I ALREADY LIKE
its just that im a pathetic and hopeless guy.

PS: if someone who trips upon this blog,
check out the lyrics of the song on my blog
Namino Yukusaki by The Ricecookers.
it a japanese band, but an english song
that descibes how i really feel.