Blogging, this time I admit its emo post

Ytd night was crucifying,
cant sleep at all throughout,
Its known as happy CNY and Bloody Valentine
why isit bloody? my heart bled.
Breathing was difficult,
Physically, it was like taking a roller coster.
my heart was sinking to my stomach,
there was rain coming from my room,
but it rained onli arnd my eyes.

I just found out that,
I wasn't supposed to doubt myself.
How many times i said 'I give up le-.-'
I ownself oso duno,
But from just now onwards,
I truly FINAL GAVE UP le.
It's real this time.

It's a damn 'good' year man,
Black Jack lose money,
Shitty things happen,
Mi, hu u all noe, dun booze,
took down a can today.
Duno why I dun felt the bitterness.

Now I am asking myself,
'why did we met in sec3?'
'why I reject meeting u on sportsday on sec3'
'why did we did our ss project tgt on sec3?'
'why did we took the same subjects?'
'why did i help u in dnt even when Im in deep shit myself?'
'why did i lose myself during O level and nvr concentrate?'
I am just another pathetic random student,
who lost track of wads ahead of me,
and bothered by trivial stuffs tat hurt myself so much.

I noe u all saw this post,
but dun tok abt this things anymore EVER AGAIN.
I mean SERIOUS de.
Blog again another time.